Listening for You

In the whisper of the night

In the melody of the morning

I’m told that’s where I’ll find you – and from time to time

I do

When your absence doesn’t seem grander than your love

And yes,

When I glimpse a pair of white socks in sandals or black loafers, I am reminded of your stylish stubbornness

And smile to think you once only wore cowboy boots or shiny brown brogues.

Well-meaning friends tell me that you are always with me – in a way you never could be before

And while I know you are there

Guiding my ways, filling my thoughts, inspiring a little common sense, leading me down paths of uncertainty with a sureness in my step

It’s just not the same.

You were there for so much of my life – watching me grow and learn – with your strong arms, confident smile, sternly spoken but loving truths, and forgiving ever-loving heart.

The woman I became still needs – still longs for – your strong embrace, your reassuring smile, your wisdom, your understanding. Your always handy toothpicks. Your love.

I didn’t get the chance to show you the culmination of your work. I didn’t get to show you how that twinkle in your eye you always told me I was finally let her light shine.

I promise I will never stop listening for you

In the whisper of the night

In the melody of the morning

I’m told that’s where I’ll find you – and from time to time

I do

When your absence doesn’t seem grander than your love and light shines from within.

I miss you, Dad,  and love you more and more – as the days between us grow.

Happy Birthday.

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